2005-07-26 - 1:14 a.m.
I don't know what to do. They say that when it rains it pours, and right now the storm is intense. A week ago my Mother was healthy and happy. Today she is on her deathbed. A severe astham attack led to lung failure, which led to cardiac arrest, which led to severe and irreparable brain damage. Today we were informed that most likely, she will never awake. If by some miracle she does she'll be in a nursing home the rest of her life. Unable to speak, unable to do anything at all. She is only 46. I can't believe this. I feel like something has been taken out of me. First Grandma, then Mama. It just ain't right. It just ain't fair.
