2004-06-16 - 4:58 p.m.
Even though things are still a bit crazy, I'm holding onto hope. What can I say; it's the American optimism in me. Let's look at all I have on my mind right now:
1)Financial & employment situation
2)A mini-crisis with my sister(it's gotten better since last week though)
3)School(I was planning to start full time on June 28th but it looks like I will have to wait till September since the $$ I'm getting from my savings plan at the old job hasn't arrived yet).
I have been letting myself get too stressed during the past month. I certainly have a major responsibility on my hands with being a mother and all. However, wringing my hands and worrying won't change anything. But being "proactive" & "beginning with the end in mind" will(got that from 'The 7 Habits Of Highly Effective People'). I have a clear vision of what I want for our(Zora, her Dad and me) future and I'm going to build that block by block. In six years I'll be able to look back at 2004 and smile and laugh at the trials we faced.
