2004-05-25 - 10:10 p.m.
Considering the fact that I have a child to provide for, one would think that I'd be freaking out about my employment situation. However, I am not, and I'm not rushing into my next job. Don't get me wrong; I have no problem working & have every intention of rejoining the work force. Its just that I feel that I am at a major crossroads in my life now. I feel like now is the time for me to be very serious and cautious when it comes to my professional and educational choices. My whole "I've got to find myself/figure out what I want to do" stage has got to end ASAP. I pretty much spent the past six years just flitting along, always putting my future off. "Yeah, I'll go back to school next quarter..." "I'll look for another job..."-but I never did. I got too comfortable with my life, and that's all that mattered. Now that my comfort and security have been taken away from me, I can't continue with the status quo. I have made some progress though-FINALLY decided on a major(well sort of-something related to business or accounting). I'd actually figured everything out pretty nicely in the first week of May. I'd go back to work, then start school full time in the fall @ City University. I still want to start school in the fall, but the question is where.
