2004-05-04 - 12:24 p.m.
I am on cloud nine right now. Matter of fact, life is so good that I'm wondering when something bad is going to happen to "offset" all the positive. Zora's Dad came over sunday afternoon to spend time with her, and words can't describe how happy that made me. Before she was born, I never thought that would happen. And even when I talked to him after our birth and things went better than expected, I still wasn't sure he'd see her. But he did. I am still somewhat flabbergasted by the developments of the past month. It was all so unexpected. In my 1st trimester I had a hard time emotionally dealing with the thought of being a single mom. But not once did I pray for God to change my situation; not once did I ask God to change his(Zora's dad) heart. I simply asked for strength and wisdom to deal with my pregnancy and raising my child alone. Not only did He sustain me through my trial, He is doing things that I didn't ask Him to and didn't expect(but I am eternally grateful). Some people may not see it the same way; they may not think there's been any kind of divine intervention to bring all this about. But I know better. I know that nothing I did brought any of these new developments about, and I know that no one but the Almighty could have done this.
